im not good at being happy

作词 : Thomas Reid

作曲 : Thomas Reid

I’m not good at being happy

I’m too used to being sad

Now i’m the joke and no one’s laughing

Always cancel all my plans

Cause i can’t take these conversations

When i’m afraid of what they mean

I’d rather check out all my friend’s lives

Cause life looks better from a screen

I’ll make my home my castle,

My bed my prison

Now my neck’s bent over,

My soul needs living

Cause I’m locked inside

Not inside my room

But inside my head

I hope I’ll break out soon

Now I’m starving to death

I need dopamine

Someone to pull to me out

Someone to make me see

Look outside myself

Look outside a screen

Or outside my room

It wasn’t meant to be

I’m not good at being happy

I’m too used to being sad

Now I’m the joke and no one’s laughing

Always cancel all my plans

Cause I can’t take these conversations

When I'm afraid of what they mean

I'd rather check out all my friend’s lives

Cause life looks better from a screen