歌词
作词 : BazeXX/SlimXX/Colson Baker/India Quateman
作曲 : BazeXX/SlimXX/Colson Baker/India Quateman
I seek you out, flay you alive
One more word and you won't survive
I didn't leave a letter on my desk saying goodbye people
Think I left, even though I'm still here
Pressure made its way through my chest to my heart, like a spark does
Fireworks on the new year
Burning me alive life imitates art
There are flames on my arms tattooed right here
Bury me alive disappear underground where they found me before I ever had this career (Mmm)
I'll seek you out, flay you alive
One more word and you won't survive
And I'm not scared of your stolen power
I see right through you any hour
I'm staring at a diamond knowing that they are forever
Even if my body isn't still around, oh well
Seats are only full at funerals and other ways
The only vows I made the other person couldn't share
Know that I'm a monster like the one under the bed
Afraid of having kids, I'm scared I'll be just like my parents
These are my decisions now this course I gotta wear it
Self-inflicting these incisions here I can no longer bear it
I won't soothe your pain
I won't ease your strain
Look
l'm sick of sitting inside of this room 'cause every thought I got's negative
l'm sick of not being able to sleep and relying only on a sedative
l'm sick of hearing another voice telling me what to do in my head again
Psychiatrist said he's imaginary but I know he's real if I said he is
Fighting with myself so I can't help that l'm competitive
This movie is my life but I still remain uncredited
I don't care how big I get, I still remain unedited
I built this from the ground up, y'all just living it
Long hair, don't care, l'm not trimming it
**** vanity, caught up in an image made by the internet
My insanity's imminent
All sharks l'm swimming with
What's hell, l've been in it
My happiness is bankrupt, but my credit card's unlimited
****, yeah (I seek you out)
Find you just to remind you
That when you're born an anomaly
Nowadays it's probably gonna be harder to find you
Don't leave the past behind you
Don't forget all of the fans who ride
Go back and open up the catalog to my first songs that rewind you
Remember the things that drive you
Remember the feeling of being alone in a home as a kid every night with the struggle of having no one to cry to
Growing up and having trust issues now to everyone I say bye to
Looking up at the sky I found a destination to fly to