Wake Up

Sometimes I don't wanna wake up

I'm still healing my heart

From the break ups, yeah

Sometimes I don't wanna wake up

Praying for God to come

Through and save us, yeah

And I don't know if I need meds

But I

Can't seem to keep my head clear

Sometimes I don't wanna wake up

Sometimes I don't really care

Pick up my heart from the floor

And say we go again

Ain't been happy in a while

But we all pretend

I been leaning on my lifelines

Been phoning friends

But when I put the phone

Down now the pain don't end

It's been a minute since

I smiled and I meant it

Late nights talking

To the moon

Is when I'm venting

Running to the edge

Of the world kinda tempting

If I fall off best believe

That I meant it

Trust

See a lot of people everyday

Tryna play it safe

Bunch of mice running

After cheddar

In this paper chase

Ain't nobody praying

We just hoping

For some better days

Stuck in the caves eyes

Heavy tryna stay awake

Everybody's tryna stay awake

But I don't wanna wake up

Nah, I don't wanna wake up

Sometimes

I don't wanna wake up

I'm still healing my heart

From the break ups, yeah

Sometimes I don't wanna wake up

Praying for God to come

Through and save us, yeah

And I don't know if I need meds

But I

Can't seem to keep my head clear

Sometimes I don't wanna wake up

Sometimes I don't really care

(Sometimes I don't really care)

I can't be bothered sometimes

I cannot lie its

Getting mighty hard to stay excited

Beyond a virus or living crisis

A world divided

And sometimes I get tired

Of all the fighting

I just get shattered sometimes

The acquiescence of life

Numbers in the account

Inhibitions of mine

Developing a resounding

Hate for this city of mine

The day reflects the sun will set

And I'll be alright

I'll be okay

But today is kinda

Hard here you know

Hard to keep a head high amidst

The mist and the smog

If only I could

Remember everything

I could of wish for would

Have consequence again

Control up the embers of my mind

Define my breath and one day realize

In time I'll step into a new divine

Sense of pleasure

But before it gets better gotta

Pattern up myself and bloody get up

Sometimes I don't wanna wake up

I'm still healing my heart

From the break ups, yeah

Sometimes I don't wanna wake up

Praying for God to come

Through and save us, yeah

And I don't know if I need meds

But I

Can't seem to keep my head clear

Sometimes I don't wanna wake up

Sometimes I don't really care