By My Own Hands

作词 : Jordan Reyes/Caitlin Cole

作曲 : Jordan Reyes/Caitlin Cole

I feel it less and less often

Can't you see I'm exhausted

I miss the shapes that break the wakes and take my breath away

It's getting harder to read you

I promise I didn't mean to push you to the edge

This fever fed the part of me that pushes you away

I'm trying

I'm trying harder than I ever had

To patch the backstabs made by my own hand

On my own back

And I saw you shot down second hand

By the targets that I laid by my own hand

On my own back

The short circuit in my head that keeps the dishes dirty

And texts left on read

They say to keep some for yourself so I kept it all

And even if I did decide to take the leap in shackles chains and all

There'd be no one here to see me fall