歌词
作词 : Isaias Elijah Garcia
作曲 : Isaias Elijah Garcia
Lyrics from Snippet
[Intro]
Am I dying to live?
Maaui on the beats so it's a banger
I don't wanna cry anymore
No I don't wanna die all alone
Am I dying to live, or am I living to die?
I been holding all these tears back, I don't wanna cry anymore
No I don't wanna die all alone
I don't wanna feel this pain anymore
Cause baby I can't take it, I can't face 'em
My heart is breakin'
[Chorus]
Am I dying to live, or am I living to die?
I been holding all these tears back, I don't wanna cry anymore
No I don't wanna die all alone (I don't wanna die all alone)
I don't wanna feel this pain anymore uh
Cause baby I can't take it
Left my feelings in the past 'cause I can't face 'em
I don't think they undеrstand uh, my heart is breakin', my heart is brеakin'
[Verse]
I don't wanna feel this pain
Might get chained up for some shit I did before the rap 'cause lately its been ****ing with my brain (Brain)
Relying on you to keep me sane 'cause, you was there before the fame
And money came when I was at my lowest in the rain
For that you get a plain jane, put my past on you
No it ain't fair, but fasho, I put my last on you
To make it clear, load up this stick and let off rounds for you (You-you)
I'll take it there, for you I'll take it there
And I don't trust niggas round' with me uh
'Cause I don't know if they gon' clap for me or gon kill me uh
And that's word to Mink
Voice of the trenches they gon' listen, everytime I preach
" PTSD" now I can't function it be hard for me, it be hard for me
Boy his ass a b***h I shoulda, shot 'em in his artery, I meant to say ovaries
Shout out to the last b***h who played me, my chain 4 degree
**** it I'm a die a legend that's how it was supposed to be
B***h ass niggas
[Chorus]
Am I dying to live, or am I living to die?
I been holding all these tears back, I don't wanna cry anymore
No I don't wanna die all alone (I don't wanna die all alone)
I don't wanna feel this pain anymore uh
Cause baby I can't take it
Left my feelings in the past 'cause I can't face 'em
I don't think they understand uh, my heart is breakin', my heart is breakin'
[Outro]
Am I dying to live, or am I living to die?
I don't wanna cry anymore
No I don't wanna die all alone (I don't wanna die all alone)
I don't wanna feel this pain anymore
I don't wanna cry anymore
No I don't wanna die all alone