I Remember

作词 : Young Harry

作曲 : Young Harry

Shit thinking bout my past

Bringing tears to my eyes

Ion never wanna go back

Hard times

Never

I still remember them nights

having cold showers at winter

I was born a loser

but I gotta die a winner

And I still remember them times

mama crying in the kitchen

I had to cover up my ears

cuz I just couldn't listen

But I always stayed ambitious

knew I'd be somebody one day

I was expanding my dreams

listening to lil wayne

Dropped outta school

cuz I had a dream for me to chase

My closest homie acting foolish

it will never phase me

I was mad at the world

I was mad at the lord

why my life had to be this way

Daddy locked up in a cage

Mama started pimping

she ain't wanna do that shit

but did that shit just for to get paid

I remember nights

without my daddy

I remember nights

sleeping on a mattress

With my sister

dreaming bout a mansion

Damn I should've told my dad

I love him more now he ashes

Shoulda killed my pride a little

All I can do now is cry

Tell my mama that I love her

Cuz I never know when she'll die

I be questioning God

why it had to be this way

All I wanted was my daddy

seeing his oldest son get famous

Regrets brought depression

I lost family after family to cancer

Already know it's in my genes

but I pop xanax

I can't seem to remember

the voice of my granny

I remember nights without my daddy

I remember nights

sleeping on a mattress

With my sister

dreaming bout a mansion

I remember them nights

I don't wanna rewind

It's been a minute

since I visited my dad cremate jar

Forgive me pops

just wait a lil yo son will be a star

Will we meet again in the sky

if I turn to a star

And I know u hate my mama

but I'll give her every dollar

Tryna figure out my problems

I'm starting to see people

I just hope that it's my father

and I pray it's not no demons

This pain it ain't easy

for u to handle

Ashamed to go to church

cuz I be talking to the devil

I remember nights without my daddy

I remember nights

sleeping on a mattress

With my sister

dreaming bout a mansion

I remember them nights

I don't wanna rewind

I still remember them times vividly

Remember them pussy ass teachers

steady making fun of me

Asking me stupid ass questions

like boy where yo father is

So what I'm broke and

I ain't have no home

I don't care my mama pimping

Ay that's what I told that bitch

I'm on a whole nother level

Bae check out my brand new fit

I got this coat from Bottega

The colder the weather

get rock polar bear leather

Na na no I won't let up never

I remember nights without my daddy

I remember nights

sleeping on that mattress

With my sister

dreaming bout a mansion

Daddy turned to ashes