歌词
作词 : Simon Sendt
作曲 : Simon Sendt
1st Verse:
Grew up as a bum / heart of the slums
Social welfare / destined asshole, hell yeah
Bullied in the streets / bullied for my cheap gear
So broke even robbers showed sympathy, yeah
No allowance / shoplifting / drifting down the same
Raft like the rest of these brats that share my surname
Eating sweets while the living room is burning
Certified psychopath / in time they'll be learning
Moved to a protеctory / of course that shit affected mе
To the worse / acting out / that's when drugs attracted me
Cutting school / acting a fool / no sense in me
Catch me in the refectory / busting rhymes
Hitting on the flyest bitches that be showing interest in me
Being an outlaw sure had its advantages
Dry-humped the hottest chick / second base / third base
All whilst still being bullied / shit was boiling up under the surface
Well, guess what, mother****ers / you're in for a rude awakening
Threw a chair at a pupil / for all these abusive years
I mean, how would you feel / after that, no more picking a fight with me
Quiet as a library / for the life of me / I can't recall that shit
But this is how it's been described to me / for the record
It was defining, see / doesn't matter if I remember
Long as people do / oh yeah, and concerning that pupil
Today we share bad history…
Hook:
This is my life / boom, boom, arise
Yes, it's alive / demoralized
Became brutalized / ain't no surprise
Just look at my life
2nd Verse:
I let you have it / shooting pellets / at you Lelleks
How dare you to step to Maverick / I'm the Top Gun
Far more than average / there can be but one
Get into savage / mode and **** your plus one
Give a **** if that bitch's your momma / growing fond of
The idea of being a father / psych / nothing of the kind
'Cause, I know just how ****ed up I am in the head
The monster inside / has to be fed / all the time
Otherwise, I'm… ****ing losing it
Ain't no soothing it / once the fuse is lit
'bout a half inch / advertise, turn into a mad man
Completely taken by surprise / the **** is happening?
It might be a long shot, but / maybe it has something to do with my upbringing
The constant harassment, these dumb twats be mudslinging
Swear to God, one more goddamn word and I end up swinging
Just a normal day for me / at the brink of insanity
Management banished me / these mother****ers 'll never be
Half the man I plan to be / granted nor me but
On these grounds / these clowns / better not talk down to me
'Cause when I dig up the hatchet / you'll find it hard to match it
The fury, the anger / relentless in every respect, as if
I made a habit of that shit / meet me again in a decade
And I promise we'll share bad history…
Hook:
This is my life / boom, boom, arise
Yes, it's alive / demoralized
Became brutalized / ain't no surprise
Just look at my life