Dear Alcohol

作词 : Daniel Nwosu Jr.

作曲 : Daniel Nwosu Jr.

I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

I keep drinking til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

I keep drinking til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

Repeat the cycle everyday I gotta start with a drink

My life been getting sorta crazy and I don't wanna think

I look myself right in the mirror and I don't even blink

Then I get angry take the rest and pour it right in the sink

I know where this road goes

Alcohol ain't my friend but I keep drinking cause these demons roam

And follow me round everywhere I go

It clouds my mind and soul

It turns my heart cold

But I keep drinking cause it makes me feel like I'm not alone

I having problems my pride won't let me reach out

Looking at this bottle having nothing but doubt

Don't wanna drink but it keeps coming around and around and around

I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

I keep drinking til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

I keep drinking til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

I know I need to quit

I gotta do better

Example to these kids

Cause they're watching when I'm there

But I'm scared

Cause I been chasing the man that I am when I start to drink

He's cocky confident and he don't give a damn what you think

This world is beating me down and it's

Pushed me right to the brink

I take a shot every time because man it helps me escape

I'm taking care of these people but no one takes care of me

I want to talk to somebody but I feel no one relates

I need I better now

I think I've lost my way

I'm having battles with faith

It's painted right on my face

I hope better times are coming

No chase but I'm still running

I gotta take control

And I won't stop for nothing

Dear God this is my test

Promise that I'll do my best

Just help with this pain I feel and pressure that is on my chest

I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

I keep drinking til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted

I got wasted cause I didn't wanna deal with myself tonight

My thoughts get drowned until I feel alright

I keep drinking til I'm someone I don't recognize

I got wasted