Numb To The Madness

作词 : Jonathan Squires

作曲 : Jonathan Squires

[Verse 1]

Hellscape

That was our land, nothing felt great

Endless like sand, but we won't wait

Making our plan and we rise up the fans until they fell from grace

Flash the haul in their face, feeling hot like Pyro, miss their shots like a Stormtrooper, Mylo

Bringing the bombs, it's a Bakugo bang, collateral, damn, got two sides, Kylo

I keep on ****ing up, they've all said it before, can not handle the gore

She says that I'm ready, but what if she's lying, it comes to the moment I fall to the floor

Can not handle the pressure, I'm starting to crack, given one job and I fumbled the bag

Made my own chance and I still fumbled that, guess they were right, made something snap

I'm done with your games and finding my path now, blackout

Thrown like a cast out, who's needing casts now? Silence your Ekkos, I won't come back now

Last one in the smackdown, "Noise in your ear, hear the laughter, I'm shattered, I'm sensing your fear"

This how Harley felt? No cause someone was there for her, I was alone, ain't no one cared enough

Girl got the guns out, raining some fun down

You must be Vander, the way life runs out

Just shut the **** up! I don't need your advice

Lost my life before and I won't lose it twice

I won't lose it twice, no, and this time around, I know what you think

A screw up, a **** up, and to all I'm a Jinx

[Chorus]

I'm numb to the madness, voices in my head keep me in line

I'm fading to the blackness, make my own path all in due time

They don't wanna face the real me, oh no, oh no

Chained down, but I'm feeling free, oh whoa, just know that I'm

[Verse 2]

Kicking the ass of the masses

The way this combatant is battering bastards

I'm ready to clash and I'm culling the rats

As they've entered our realm and we're sure they won't last, nah

You're wanting gemstones, I'm wanting them, bones

Check how I end zones, letting out ten blows

Guess I'm not them though, brought a new friend home?

She's welcome to dinner, I'm serving mayhem, so

What do you think of these junkrats?

Do you like how they all come back?

What? Can not think of a comeback?

Excuses are useless and you should know that

Kept with my craft, unlocking potential

But they're in my mental, yes, they're in my mental

Their voices won't shut up, just shut up, be gentle

I tried to help, it was all accidental

Silence is just what I need

Now I feel like I can breathe

Now I feel like I'm in the lead

They play checkers and chess, but I'm flipping the scene

How I flipped through your schemes while I'm flipping my schemes

Wasn't talking to you, bitch, I'm talking to, wait

Lost track of the thought

It's the PTSD, but this isn't for naught

Oh, **** the misery, yah

Everybody wants to be my enemy, hah

So, please, spare the sympathy, hah

Everybody wants to be my enemy, hah

Everyone wants to be a thorn in my side

They're like pricking my eye, send pricks goodbye

I've taken some lines, way the energy's up

Then I've taken my seat, old memories dumped

[Chorus]

I'm numb to the madness, voices in my head keep me in line

I'm fading to the blackness, make my own path all in due time

They don't wanna face the real me, oh no, oh no

Chained down, but I'm feeling free, oh whoa, just know that I'm