Social Stamina

作曲 : Rosaileen Scher

I lost touch with all my friends

I'm in bed by 10pm

I have no social stamina

I cancel on all my plans

I commit then I don't answer

I can't keep up with anyone

Now I'm a desert island I know

I push away until I'm alone

When did I become

Someone no one loves

I'm a broken record it shows

All I ever say is "no"

When did I become

Someone I don't love

Now I don't know I don't know who I am

How did I

turn into a person who I can't stand

How did I

Let it get this bad, now I can't go back, now I'm all I have

And I don't know I don't know who I am

(And I don't know I don't know who I am)

Trigger warnings in my mind

I'm so vulnerable at night

So I watch romantic comedies

But happy couples make me cry

I can't find someone in real life

Always feel like somethings wrong with me

Now I'm a desert island I know

I push away until I'm alone

When did I become

Someone no one loves

Now I don't know I don't know who I am

How did I

turn into a person who I can't stand

How did I

Let it get this bad, now I can't go back, now I'm all I have

And I don't know I don't know who I am

(And I don't know I don't know who I am)

Now I don't know I don't know who I am

(And I don't know I don't know who I am)

Now I don't know I don't know who I am

(And I don't know I don't know who I am)