
作词 : Yileen
作曲 : Yileen
编曲 : Yusei
ego
You look into my eyes baby你望着我
You said I got you feeling speechless说你此刻无言以对
These accusations and fights baby我们之间太多指责与争吵
They got me speechless too现在似乎没有别的话题了
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你说我总是把你想的太坏太过分
曾经有多默契现在隔阂就有多深
火花磨合磨灭了
但我们也默认
我们对话像频道被切了
不再共振
我讨厌你总有意无意的暗示yea
You told your friends yea你和你朋友们说
你和我只是暂时yea
无论你是不是
真的不在意
我开始配合你演戏
我真不想再三怀疑
(nonono)
你的秘密不再去猜测
我现在觉得累了
My baggage always in motion情感上未解决的问题
我可以一直背着
I can manage自我调节
My emotions试图消化这些情绪
但我的沉默不代表你就是对的
微信对话调静音
你的解释不想听
别说是你不清醒
Please拜托
别说你是不小心
不再那么敏感
对于你那些熟悉把戏
不再当自雇自的
侦探寻找蛛丝马迹
Had it up to my throat受够了这状态
Now I feel like I’m choking现在已经累了
Got all these words in my mouth很多想对你说的话
But I feel like I’m choking都卡在了喉咙
You don’t wanna say it你说不出口
I don’t wanna say it我也说不出口
We don’t have to say it那我们不必说出来
We can end it right here就这样结束吧
You know I have to let you go你知道我得让你走
You have to let me go你得让我走
Forgive me for not being forgiving无法原谅你就怪我不够宽容吧
I know I have to let you go事已至此
You have to let me go就这样分开吧
We can blame it on my ego这样爱你但最终还是选择爱自己
But I thought you were the one可你曾是我最特殊的唯一
I cried the hardest那天哭的很伤心
Cause I really wished you are the one yea因为真希望你是我的注定
Were we too impatient baby?是不是我们太没耐心了?
Should we have tried harder baby?也许该再坚持一下的?
Every moment we had我们一起的每一刻
All the laughs and the tears快乐和难过
I saved a copy都留存在我心里
I’m sorry in the end我也觉得遗憾啊
This turned into history终究成为历史了
虽然已经看清也看轻
是因为不舍还是因为不甘心
最后那层纸就是不捅破
却想比谁都更洒脱
都不愿意画下这个句号
都假装看不到所有预兆
其实不需偷偷摸摸的
Move on往前走
Move on baby向前看
But I had it up to my throat可惜事与愿违
Now I feel like I’m choking真的累了
Got all these words in my mouth走到了这一步
But I feel like I’m choking已经没必要再说了
You don’t wanna say it你沉默
I don’t wanna say it我也沉默
We don’t have to say it就这样吧
We can end it right here现在我们结束了
You know I have to let you go你离开吧
You have to let me go让我走吧
Forgive me for not being forgiving怨我过不去这道坎
I know I have to let you go只能让你走了
You have to let me go放开我的手
We can blame it on my ego怪我的自负最终还是选择更爱自己