Afterlife

作词 : ILqnz

作曲 : MONJOE/ILqnz

Never imagined that

My cozy dark room will be taken away like this

Never imagined that

My sister would set me free like this

I see her name carved gracefully on the cold stone

I see her courage praised ornately

But all I remembered was that

She was a ruler of my mind

She was a ruler of my mind

All her restrictions that I followed even after she left

Weren’t the worst part

It was her diary that showed

Her life going by as if I wasn’t there

The only person who knew the reason has already left the scene

Now I feel like I’m finally in it so how do I deal with it

I just realized all my life I never learned to cry

I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart

I just realized all my life I never learned to cry

I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart

I will never understand what they think

This is my first ever move

And I just wanna break everything

Since I read her words

“You are free” what does that even mean?

My afterlife has begun

The only person who knew the reason has already left the scene

Now I feel like I’m finally in it so how do I deal with it

I just realized all my life I never learned to cry

I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart

I just realized all my life I never learned to cry

I just realized all my life nobody touched my heart