0530pm; 151217.

now I'm feeling lonely again

and it feels much worse than before

It's just my heart, but I would only take a little nap

now I'm feeling empty again

and my head feels tired of those thoughts

so I look up to the screen and try to calm myself down

I played a song, one of my favorite

put it on loop, so I can drown in them

remind myself of that calming voice of you

a little peak of a picture you smile to

calms me down somehow

without I realize I get my tears out

I lay myself down on the bed, screaming to myself

stay silent over my endless fears

thoughts keep coming to my head, as the song still playing

and now your voice sounds so in pain, it hits me

now I'm feeling lonely again

and it feels much worse than before

it's just my heart, but I would only take a little nap

now I'm feeling empty again

and my head feels tired of those thoughts

so I look up to the screen and try to calm myself down

I see you when I play your songs

I hear you when I start to cry

why do our feelings so alike

did you feel my pain too?

but as I learn that you got your smile

I should be feeling alright

and hoping that I could be like you too

I could smile genuinely like you too