Been Through This

Uh, when I wake up (Oh)

Look over to her, she doin' her make up

I'm her blessin' and her curse

I've been through this a thousand times

I've been through this a thousand

I wake up (Oh)

Still could see the Perc in my eyes, ****ed up

I know satan's here but he's in disguise

I've been through this a thousand times

I've been through this a thousand

I see her face every day

Sometimes, I'm lost in her maze

Sometimes, I'm lost in her space

Sometimes, I don't know what to say

Plus the drugs that she takes, so happened to be my favorite

The Percocets make me late

Every day, happy belated

I was younger than young, when I wanted drug love

Now it's not what I want, I care too much about her

But I can't front, I still pop, sip, roll my blunts

Three drugs at once, wonderin' if I'll make the risin' sun

I'm worried about you

You ask me if I'm high, I say "Yeah, I took about two" (Oh)

Plus two, bet I still **** you

Prayin' I make it 'til the mornin' by the end of the night

When I wake up, look over at him

He's still so ****ed up, I'm always afraid of what I'll find

I've been through this a thousand times

I've been through this a thousand

I give up

I just wanna get out alive, it's ****ed up

At least I can say that I tried

I've been through this a thousand times

I've been through this a thousand

Did I say thousand? I meant million

Shorty tryna have my kids, gettin' her Billie Jean on

But I just want the brain like Jimmy Neutron

Thinkin' back when I was xanned out on a futon

Coulda OD right there, when a ***** had a couple nosebleeds right there

Juice WRLD, Billy Idol, midnight hour, I'm gon' yell, yell, yell

Too many drugs in my system, I need help, help, help

I only keep people around if they gon' wish me well

'Cause negative energy literally could bring you Hell

I'm worried about you

You ask me if I'm high, I say "Yeah, I took about two" (Oh)

Plus two, bet I still **** you

Prayin' I make it 'til the mornin' by the end of the night

When I wake up, look over at him

He's still so ****ed up, I'm always afraid of what I'll find

I've been through this a thousand times

I've been through this a thousand

I give up

I just wanna get out alive, it's ****ed up

At least I can say that I tried

I've been through this a thousand times

I've been through this a thousand

I've been through this a thousand times

I've been through this a thousand times

I've been through this a thousand times

I've been through this a thousand