歌词
作词 : Maxwell Neal/Artemis Orion/Kam Michael
作曲 : Brad Ponder
All these thoughts in my head
Won't let me go to bed
Do I really know what love is
Can't keep up with my friends
I could write 100 songs and sing them all to you
But y’all will never understand what I’ve been going through
Thoughts controlling me critiquing everything I do
I try to have dreams but I know they’ll never come true
They tell me I’m failure, never gonna do right
Stuck inside my mind, every night Contemplate life
My mistakes they stay around they love haunt me
Wish that I could tell you that I’m awfully, sorry
I was somebody that I’ve never been proud to be
Ran away from anybody showing love to me
I was so scared that everyday would be the day you leave
I got tired waiting so I went and set myself free
All these habits in my head gon end up killing me
They take me to the state where I just really wanna fall asleep
I forgiven everyone but can’t forgive myself
Nobody there for me when I'm the one that needing help
All these thoughts in my head
Won't let me go to bed
Do I really know what love is
Can't keep up with my friends
All these thoughts in my head
Won't let me go to bed
Do I really know what love is
Can't keep up with my friends
Lately I don't got the energy to leave the house
And in my head it's like my mind been playing cat and mouse
Anxiety been telling me I shouldn't leave the couch
And my depression telling me what I should think about
Always apologize but never make amends
Debate if I should open up to family and my friends
I always seem to push away it all until it ends
And I always seem to **** it up before it all begins
I only think about the worst in every situation
Can never handle all the truth it's just hard to face it
My head is always on the move no I could never break it
When it comes to being satisfied I only fake it
I've had enough of the stress if you couldn't tell
Every other night it's like I'm in another hell
Been staying on the low lately I ain't doing well
I feel like everything I do I only set myself to fail
All these thoughts in my head
Won't let me go to bed
Do I really know what love is
Can't keep up with my friends
All these thoughts in my head
Won't let me go to bed
Do I really know what love is
Can't keep up with my friends
All these thoughts in my head
Won't let me go to bed
Do I really know what love is
Can't keep up with my friends