LYRICS
作词 : Eminem/A. Young/M. Batson/D. Parker/T. Lawrence/Sean Cruse
作曲 : Parker, Dawaun / Young, Andre Romell
DMC, we have a mid-thirties male found down, unresponsive
Possible overdose, substance unknown
Pulse is 60 and thready, respiration's eight
He's intubated and we're bagging him now
BP 90 over palp
Patient is cool, pale, and diaphoretic
Has aspirated, GSC is 3
We'll update en route ETA ten minutes
As I fall deeper into a manic state
Im a prime candidate for the gene to receive the drug addict trait
Blood pressure climbs at a dramatic rate
I seem to gravitate to the bottle of Nyquil then I salivate
Start off with the Nyquil like I'll think just have a taste
Couple of sips of that then I gradually graduate
To a harder prescription drug called Valium like yah that's great
I go to just take one and I end up like having eight
Now I need something in my stomach 'cause i haven＇t ate
Maybe I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak
And youd think that with all I have at stake look at my daughter's face
Mommy something is wrong with dad I think
He's acting weird again he＇s really beginning to scare me
Wont shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn＇t hear me
And all he does is eating dorritos and cheetos and he just
Fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat
Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don＇t know
Feels like I've been down this road before
So lonely and cold it＇s like something takes over me
As soon as I go home and close the door
Kinda feels like déjà vu I wanna get away from this place I do
But I cant, and I won＇t, say I try, but I know, that's a lie
cause I don＇t, and why, I just don＇t knowwoooo
Maybe just a nice cold brew, whats a beer
Thats the devil in my ear I've been sober a ****ing yea
And that bastard still talks to me he's all I can ****ing hea
Marshall c＇mon we'll watch the game it's the cowboys and buccaneers
And maybe if I just drink half I'll be half buzzed
For half of the time, who's the mastermind behind that little line
With that kind of rationale, man, I got half a mind
To have another half a glass of wine, sounds asinine
Yeah I know, but I never had no problem with alcohol
Ouch look out for the wall aim for the couch Im bout to fall
I miss the couch and down I go, lookin' like a bouncy ball
Shit must've knocked me out cause I ain't feel the ground at al
Wow what the **** happened last night where am
Man **** am I hungover and goddamn
Got a headache **** half a vicodin, why cant
All systems ready for take off, please stand by
Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don＇t know
Feels like I've been down this road before
So lonely and cold it＇s like something takes over me
As soon as I go home and close the door
Kinda feels like déjà vu I wanna get away from this place I do
But I cant, and I won＇t, say I try, but I know, it＇s a lie
cause I don＇t and why I just don＇t knowwoooo
So I take a Vicodin splash it hits my stomach then ahhhhhh
Couple of weeks go by it aint even like I'm getting high
Now I need it just not to feel sick yah Im getting by
Wouldn't even be taking this shit if deshaun didn't di
Oh yeah there's an excuse you lose proof so you use
Theres new rules it's cool if it's helpin' you to get through
It's twelve-noon ain't no harm in self-inducin' a snooze
What else is new **** it what would Elvis do in your shoe
Now here I am three months later full-blown relapse
Just get high until the kids get home from school home relax
And since Im convinced that Im an insomniac
I need these pills to be able to sleep so I take three naps
Just be able to function throughout the day
Let's see that's an ambien each nap how many Valium three
And that will average out to about one good hour's sleep
Okay, so now ya see the reason how come he
Has taken four years to just put out an album B
See me and you we almost had the same outcome heath
Cause that Chrismas you know that whole pneumonia thing
It was bologna was it the methadone ya think?
Or the hydrocodone you hide inside your pornos?
Your VCR tape cases with your Ambien CR great places
To hide 'em aint it, so you can lie to Hailie
Im going beddy-bye Whitney baby good night Alaina
Go in the room and shut the bedroom door
And wake up in an ambulance they said they found me on the bathroom floor, damn
Sometimes I feel so alone, I just don＇t know
Feels like I've been down this road before
So lonely and cold it＇s like something takes over me
As soon as I go home and close the door
Kinda feels like déjà vu I wanna get away from this place I do
But I cant, and I won＇t, say I try, but I know, it＇s a lie
cause I don＇t and why I just don＇t knowwoooo