Lose a Number

I watched TV til the sun rose

Fell asleep in the same clothes

Woke up alone, picked up the phone

And called the one I said I'd never call again

I need to lose a number

Someone take my phone away

I need to lose a number

Someone take my phone away

I need to lose a number

Someone take my phone away

It starts with a little tiny trigger, that sparks an even bigger

Memory that rushes over my body, blood begins to simmer

My heart beats a little faster, cuz I've been hurt

And now the feelings coming back, and I'm looking around

Nobody notices now, don't let this happen again

How can I be so weak and, hold the phone like I've done before

And know everything I'm doing is wrong

I need to lose a number

Someone take my phone away

I need to lose a number

Someone take my phone away

It gets so bad sometimes, especially after late nights

A little drink, feels like I'm doing alright

Then it hits me, grips me quickly

Takes me to that dark place I know, but now I gotta know

Just a little more, thinking answers will alleviate the paranoia

I hold the phone like I've done before

Still everything I'm doing is wrong

I need to lose a number

Someone take my phone away

Won't you please pick up the phone

We haven't spoken in so long

I can't help myself, I just need to know

How this ended so wrong

I need to lose a number

Someone take my phone away