Hard to Find

Your words hurt more than you think

In your head, these situations end in a blink

But the worst is usually those little lies

Why can't you see it through my eyes?

I understand you're tryin' to be cool

Your so-called friends are slowly transformin' you

Into a person I never thought existed

And at the moment, really wish I didn't

Who are you? You're the not the girl I used to know

You had my back when I would go, be there through high and low

Who are you? It's like you wanna start a fight

But when I'm the spotlight, suddenly it's alright

You ain't plastic, or perfect, you're scared to fall

Try to knock me down when you find a flaw

These games you play are messin' with my mind

Makin' you and I so hard to find

Never thought you'd treat me like a fool

But once again, you've lost the old you

One day, you'll have me laughin' till I can't breathe

And the next time you even see me

When you look at me with guilt and insecurities, you'll have to know

You've chosen who you wanna be

You don't even think from time to time

That's why you're losin' someone close and so am I

Who are you? You're the not the girl I used to know

You had my back when I would go, be there through high and low

Who are you? It's like you wanna start a fight

But when I'm the spotlight, suddenly it's alright

You ain't plastic, or perfect, you're scared to fall

Try to knock me down when you find a flaw

These games you play are messin' with my mind

Makin' you and I so hard to find

We made so many promises, you never really made them

You'd always go and break them

What if it were like when we were kids when I told you all my secrets?

Back then you would keep them

We both wanted to be on top

We were gettin' there together, takin' your own measure

So please don't try to knock me down

No matter what you try, I'll come back around

You ain't plastic, or perfect, just scared to fall

Try to knock me down when you find a flaw

These games you play are messin' with my mind

Makin' you and I so hard to find