Ecifircas

作曲 : Sewerslvt

"Dolly, if i go to work today, I'm gonna kill somebody."

"I see... Well, at least you put in that paperweight order."

"Ahaha, it won't be enough, they never get enough. Always so much more paper than there are weights. You know how much paperwork I have? It never stops! I don't know how it happens, you start off in life, as a little baby-"

"Uh-huh, no paperwork."

"Exactly, no paperwork. But do we appreciate it all as little babies? No, we cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry, cry."

"Well, I guess when you have a family, that's the sacrifice you make."

"Sacrifice, exactly! I sacrificed. The ultimate sacrifice! My happiness! For my kids! You bet I did! You bet I did... And I'd do it again, too. I'd do it over and over again. Ha, that's my life! Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and o-"

"Okay Clay, I get the point."

"NO YOU DON'T!"

"And then when you finally get one of THESE, *Trumpet sounds* coveted pieces of tail that've been built up as the grand trophy in your nothing life, you try desperately to keep it. Not to protect it, but to hoard it, to keep it away from the other wolves and jackals circling your territory. And you realize, all too soon, that you're not good enough, that maybe there was a jerkoff called Darwin after all, and that you never acknowledged his existence because you knew deep inside that you were really what you feared you were. Weak, and passive, and ultimately broken by the ones who were made the fittest. And then through your weaknesses you built up a poison. That, poisoned others around you... That you love... And the only true justice, was to let those dominant jackals feed on you, survive off you."

"'Numb', some call it. Now, me and Jesus, we like to FEEL pain."