Deadweight

I kinda wish you were temporary

So i don't give you all my shit to carry

And sometimes it all gets too loud

I'm glad that i'm just in the background

I know you want to help me

But you might just grow to hate me

And i don't wanna push you away

But you know you don't have to stay

'Cause you're watching me slowly break

But in time i'll just

Be a deadweight

I'll be a deadweight

I'm thankful that you're there for me

But letting it out is always scary

You pull up but i weight you down

You should be happy even if i drown

I don't feel like myself

Nothing really helps

I'm sorry i'm annoying

But i just need something to help me feel

To help me feel like i'm alive

I know you want to help me

But you might just grow to hate me

And i don't wanna push you away

But you know you don't have to stay

'Cause you're watching me slowly break

But in time i'll just

Be a deadweight

I'll be a deadweight

I'm too far gone i cant be saved

So in time i'll just

Be a deadweight

I'll be a deadweight