i need a hug

"You really put me at ease.

So even if I die, please do your best to live on.

See how this world will end and find out why it was created.

Find out why scaredy-cats like me are here.

And the meaning behind why we met.

That is, my wish."

”I have a lot of time left. ”

“Well, since it's Christmas, I'll hum a little tune."

I-I-I know I got an issue It's been tryin' to get control of me

I've been doin' work But I don't got no time for therapy

I just wanna fade away I hate the way they stare at me

I just need a shoulder, babe I just need someone to carry me

(I know) I know I'm a loner, but I like that they don't notice me

That way no one's sued if it gets out that I die horribly

Mom said I should smile, she don't like that I think morbidly

But it ain't my fault, it's all these demons deep inside of me

W-When I was a kid, I had some friends, they all were there for me

Now I just be stuck up in my room 'cause I'm a ****in' frea

I don't even matter, I'm a **** up, I'm a wannab

I can never **** witchu 'cause I don't even **** with m

How could you love me?

H-How could-how could you love me?

Cut me the check, please

She don't want me, she want money

I know she forgot me

She's moving on, and that cut deep

How could you love me?

How could you love me?？

(I can-I can-) I can't tell the difference from my friends and all my enemies (Whoa)

Lying to myself to hide away my evil energy (Energy——)

You will never understand, so take a stand and let me be (Let me be)

'Cause I don't need opinions from a person wit your tendencies (Tendencies)

S-So tell me I'm the reason why, tell me I'm the reason how!

Everything inside my life is kind of ****ing freaking ou

leaking out

"All my blood is black," I keep on screaming out

Trapped inside a cage inside my mind

Oh wait, I see it now

Hey

I see the world below me (Below me)

I hate it how you always control me, now (Control me)

I'm better off just being the only (The only)

You told me, I'm "better off lonely”