ease.

I never feel like anybody knows my face

When someone likes me I just tend to run away

Yeah, maybe it’s the internet that made me this way this way (yeah)

I got no friends well, I just say I need my space

I do it healthy when I’m on my good days

I know I’m happy cause that’s what they all say

When they say it

Well

Keep saying myself the same stuff everyday

Hope to believe that someday I will feel okay

Starring at myself to see how far I’ve made the way

Are you there? Hey?

I feel at ease for the first time

If that means being lonely and not alright

I sleep with peace through the whole night

Starring at white walls until sunrise

Is self deception the same as when you lie?

Is self deception the same as when you lie?

You can’t expect my texts without any delay

Distracting myself s what I’m doing everyday

What’s the to talk about I’m doing good anyway

Today

Fear being lonely yet I am here on my own

Unless you count the useless matches on the on my phone

God, why do I always feel so alone?

So alone

Keep saying myself the same stuff everyday

Hope to believe that someday I will feel okay

Starring at myself to see how far I’ve made the way

Are you there? Hey?

Lying to myself might change what I feel inside

It might

Cause after all this time I guess it’s right

Half alive

I feel at ease for the first time

If that means being lonely and not alright

I sleep with peace through the whole night

Starring at white walls until sunrise

Is self deception the same as when you lie?

Is self deception the same as when you lie?