How Long Has This Been Going On?

I was taught that I ought not expose my inner senses

Had no plan for a man

I was full of self-defences

Now I feel that I really should face the consequences

My philosophic search

Has left me in the lurch

I must find why my mind is behaving like a dancer

What's the clue to persue?

For I have to have the answer

I could cry

salty tears

Where have I been

all these years?

Is it fun?

Or should I run?

How long has this been going on?

There were chills up my spine

And some thrills I can't define

Does it show?

And who would know?

How long has this been going on?

Oh,I feel like I could melt

Into heaven I'm hurled

I know how Columbus felt

finding another world

Can I trust how I feel?

Is this my Achilles heel?

Look at me

I'm all at sea

How long has this been going on?

This is grand!

This is great!

I'm in such a

lovely state

Can one kiss to

all of this?