Chaos

What is peace without chaos

And lately what planet has god been on

Why am I constantly just getting shit on

Everythings changed now it all feels like a spin-off

I guess it's my problem for caring it too much

The universe gave me more love

Than regular people can dare bear to touch

But that's the reason that everything's ****ed

There's a knife in my back

And I can't lay down

So when I die place my face to the ground

Full disrespect my self-hatred is now

The only thing I have been thinking about

I've been solving my problems with drugs and some sex

I fit in this zip got me feeling correct

I ain't origami won't fold I won't bend

But that's in the depths of my head

I don't sleep I just stress when I dead

I don't forgive and I'll never forget

You should sleep where my clothes would be kept

You should sleep in the rain with no roof on my head

I got drugs I got pain and regrets

Life's got me failing the test

What can you give when you've given your best

100% nothing less

Might as well rip my heart out of my chest

And leave me for dead

Last year alone I had 20 attempts

Had 20 doctors say I need the meds

Had 20 therapist mess with my head

Pop (?) and then I ran out of breath

Saw the light but had no hands to guide me

I stubble right through her blindly

Fell back to earth but I'm fine, see

If you wanna die quick then go be just like me

Yeah