SOMNIPHOBIA

Sittin down right on my bedside

Sleepless nights when i dont feel right

Locked inside a dungeon can't you help me

Isolated from my friends

Swear this shit just never ends

Feels like my body's growing colder

Woke up in my own vomit last night

Wish i was taken in my sleep, god help me

I never found myself and maybe thats for the best

Just tell me to look up but youre never understanding the view

A world of liars they conspire on my every move

I got the flu

And im givin up

My stomach hurts and im a mess

Lie to my face, then call it quits

My love for you wasn't adequate

Existential, i'll never make it

Trapped in infinity

We're so small in the face of god, so shut the **** up and do your job

It dont matter anyway

Sometimes I wake up feeling impatient

Loosing my head

Aye lemme think a minute

You don’t mother****in mother****in see the vision uh

Yah yah lemme breathe a minute

You ain’t gotta do the shit that you been doin to me **** you

Yea I need to get my ass back home everytime I leave the house man I feel led on

Wassupp wit that cut from front to back

You don’t love me back no don’t act like that

Come home drunk as **** jumping off the bridge **** that break my wrist

And I don’t wanna go back home tonight

Cuz I don’t wanna right my wrongs tonight

So I just like conversations mean what they mean I hold back all this hatred

Inside my dreams

And I’m so sick with you and your so sick of me

I can’t even breathe

Nananananana nanananana

Fall asleep inside your arms

Kill anybody that means you harm

Alcohol for breakfast lunch and dinner

Downers just to numb the pain

Drown all the voices inside my brain

Toxic at our core, but we blame the world of course

Im so sick of you

Youre so sick of me

Im so sick of you

Youre so sick of me

I can’t even breathe

I can’t even breathe

Soooooo ohhhhh

I’m so sick of you

Ive been singin sad songs since i was youngin

Paint my nails black, then those ******* called me a ******

Now its cool to be sad, **** to be depressed

Now im pissed off, straight up, blow my damn top off

Lil spiders in the dark tellin me its alright

I got bullets for you mother****ers tryna act tight

Doin shows for a minute i can really say i did it

Its a sick world we live in

And im not sure i want to stay at all

Im done

I give up

And my mind comes toppling down when I think of

Getting out of bed

And im so broken down, cannot be repaired

Im so sick

Im so tired

Im so beaten down

I dont wanna go, but i think i have to

Why do we live like this

And Why do we live like this

I fell in love with your lips

They're my worst enemy

They're my worst enemy

I fell in love at 17

I fell in love at 17

And now your opposite with me

Sit with me

Take my arms watch me bleed

Take my eyes make me see

I am so incomplete

I am so incomplete

I am so