Myself

Had to lose it all, to find myself

Lost my heart and my soul and my health

Shut the **** up you dont know what ive felt

Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself

Had to lose it all, to find myself

Lost my heart and my soul and my health

Shut the **** up you dont know what ive felt

Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself

I ll buy your lies i swear im your top consumer

And ive been tryna smile alot but its not for humor

Its a mask to hide the pain thats rooted in me like tumors

If a doctors finna operate tell em use a bazooka

They ask me why i wanna kill myself

I guess thats cause everyday i dont feel like myself

My soul and my emotions are but remnants on a shelf

My thoughts so hot i feel like my skulls finna melt

I often wonder why i had to hold it down

While you went and ****ed around

Told me we were safe and sound

Took my heart and then you tossed it on the ground x2

Had to lose it all, to find myself

Lost my heart and my soul and my health

Shut the **** up you dont know what ive felt

Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself

Had to lose it all, to find myself

Lost my heart and my soul and my health

Shut the **** up you dont know what ive felt

Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself

I know that ive never been the best

But if you get one more text from your ex

Im catchin a flight to snap his neck

Boy stop spittin for aesthetic you just love to play to pretend

I ****ing hate you ill let everyone know

If we ever cross paths im stickin you in the nose

Niggas in his body yeah thats just a Holy Ghost

This aint even close too the range that my anger goes

Ive been stabbed in the back way too many ****in times

Ive been trippin hopin karma comes and has you traumatized

And i know all about the sick and sadistic shit you like

My shoulders feelin like boulders with these devils and i

Had to lose it all, to find myself

Lost my heart and my soul and my health

Shut the **** up you dont know what ive felt

Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself

Had to lose it all, to find myself

Lost my heart and my soul and my health

Shut the **** up you dont know what ive felt

Yeah ive been on my lonely had to it myself