Cotard's Solution (Anatta, Dukkha, Anicca)

What if the wind caught up with me,

started to change when i did

Would i blow out like a light?

or like a kite fly away?

What if the fear of darkness gave way to the fear of color?

Would you live in black & white

or rest your eyes through the day?

And if dreams can come true,

what does that say about nightmares?

I’ll stay awake tonight

Cry my name remind my brain of my identity

I’m not gonna listen, i’m not my volitions,

i’m sha na na na na na na na free will!

Am i to blame for riding this train right by my destiny?

Ah, prove i can crack, ah, loose from track, ah

Sha na na na na na na na free will!

Rolling my third eye into the back

Of my head and squinting through the black

Saw no center, saw not where it lead

It’s times like this that make me wish that-

I wished that i were dead.

i don’t wish i were dead,

but somebody’s got to go!

I wanna make my murder look like a suicide

But they’ll all know they’ll all know they’ll all know that the body’s mine

I wanna go anonymous to identify

But they’ll all know they’ll all know they’ll all know they’ll all know that the body’s mine

Divide by 1 and find i’m one less than the one i was

Oh how many people am i? now that i keep ‘em in my

Sha na na na na na memory,

still i check in the mirror to see how i look.

i look different in different ways

Ah you do the math, ah, who’s looking back, ah

Sha na na na na na na na that’s not me

Carving my initials in the back

Of my hand in case of losing track

I forgot, remember to forgive?

It’s times like this that make me wish that-

I wished that i could live.

i don’t wish i could live

but somebody’s got to stay!

I wanna make my murder look like a suicide

But they’ll all know they’ll all know they’ll all know that the body’s mine

I wanna go anonymous to identify

But they’ll all know they’ll all know they’ll all know that the body’s mine

And if dreams can come true,

what does that say about nightmares?

i’ll stay awake tonight

I wanna make my murder look like a suicide

But they’ll all know they’ll all know they’ll all know that the body’s mine

I wanna go anonymous to identify

But they’ll all know they’ll all know they’ll all know that the body’s mine