歌词
作词 : T!ANA/Lil Tjay/Lil Trick
[00:14.4]use to holding like that holding so tight
[00:46.3]天天牵着我的手说谎
[00:54.6]诶呦喂您可专一了谁知道你一天跟多少个小姐姐聊s
[02:17.4]（我真的好难过）
[02:18.8]I keep asking the ceiling
[02:49.2]没想到您是个大戏精
作曲 : T!ANA/lil tjay/Lil Trick
以前你总是很紧的牵着我的手
U said love forever all that real lies
说你一辈子都爱我这种谎话
Never thought u acting well the whole time
没想到您是个大戏精
cheat all my love so just goodbye
所以拜拜了您内
I would never cry for this In the night
你看我现在还因为你这种弟弟哭吗
U never deserve me don even try
你就是个辣鸡
not helping but make yourself feeling fine
一天天除了自私就知道自私
Trapping me so hard can’t make up my mind
搞得我以前还以为我做错了啥
U were mine
你原来是老娘的人
All the time U take my hand and lie'
I was blind
我咋就眼瞎了呢
Out of mind
脑子也抽了
Trust on u think u alway fine
还觉得您挺好
boi how u play that show
中央戏精学院出来的吧你
Acting like u only care about one girl Really that u text 4girl wechat
tell them they are cute but u even haven’t met
跟一堆小姐姐说啊你好好看啊
U make me feel
你真让我恶心
Feeling that i don’t deserve for u
都觉得我自己贬值了
But all the truth is u don’t care about others but only yourself
憋说这说那了您就只在乎你自己
the childish and selfish on u
就一小屁孩，天道好轮回，以后有你受的
used to think u could be my drug
以前还觉得你能帮我
Promise forever said how much u love
承诺这承诺那的您真有意思
Now nobody I can actually trust
我现在谁都不信，认真追风，不碰爱情
Boys are the same don’t know about love
男人都一个德行啥都不懂
now I drinking drinking
之前还为这点破事喝酒
popping pills sinking
脑子断线了还难受
u in dreams repeating
还想报复你
u be pain as me off u demons
总有一天遭报应
u never get things I reaching
我比你牛多少倍心里没点数？
thought you were someone I could lay on
我现在谁都不靠
Told you the pain I have never told to other
以前还跟你说真心话
you treat it like make me girl another don’t waste my time need no lovers
费那么多口水干嘛 浪费时间
Bang bang
拜拜
use to holding like that holding so tight
以前你总是很紧的牵着我的手
U said love forever all that real lies
说你一辈子都爱我这种谎话
Never thought u acting well the whole time
没想到您是个大戏精
cheat all my love so just goodbye
所以拜拜了您内
I would never cry for this In the night
你看我现在还因为你这种弟弟哭吗
U never deserve me don even try
你就是个辣鸡
not helping but make yourself feeling fine
一天天除了自私就知道自私
Trapping me so hard can’t make up my mind
搞得我以前还以为我做错了啥
You put the cross on my knee
（你曾经把十字架挂在我脖子上）
But now I'm on your blacklist
（可现在我却出现在你的黑名单里）
She left with another man wearing a rolex
（她和另一个男的走了我看见他手上戴着块劳力士）
At what point did I cry like a kid
（那一瞬间我感觉到前所未有的无助）
断了任何联系
没人怜悯
手机关机
但至少我没有了顾虑
Call me a doctor you know how I feeling
（我需要个医生可能他才知道我怎么了）
30 rounds is enough to me
（我不停向着天花板自言自语）
I've been sad since I was 15
（为什么我会这样那年我才15）
A year later我突然又记起
（一年年后我突然记起）
那段时间像落幕的电影
Swear to god 跳出这陷阱
（我向上帝发誓要跳出这个陷阱）
You come back for me我也不愿意
（就算她回心转意我也不会愿意复合）
love i just want take it easy
（去你的爱情现在我只想过轻松点）
Every relationship almost k*** me
（每一段感情都几乎使我断了魂）
I'm not Drake and I don't have kiki
（我不是drake我也没有我自己的kiki）
But no one can know how I feeling
（但还是没人能懂我的感受）
I need a doctor I can't save it
（我需要个医生我拯救不了自己）
I want it back but maybe I'm too lazy
（我本来可以挽回她但也许我太懒惰）
我把自己的尊严给抛低
是我承认你是无可挑剔
use to holding like that holding so tight
以前你总是很紧的牵着我的手
U said love forever all that real lies
说你一辈子都爱我这种谎话
Never thought u acting well the whole time
cheat all my love so just goodbye
所以拜拜了您内
I would never cry for this In the night
你看我现在还因为你这种弟弟哭吗
U never deserve me don even try
你就是个辣鸡
not helping but make yourself feeling fine
一天天除了自私就知道自私
Trapping me so hard can’t make up my mind
搞得我以前还以为我做错了啥