Forgive Me

One two, yeah

One two

It's just way too much right now

Look

All this pressure on my mind weighing down on my back

All this emptiness inside, I feel my heart turning black

Feel it all turning cold, I'm just losing my soul

And I tried talking to God but He ain't talk to me back

****, I can’t lie and say I never think of you

I can’t lie and say I never wished that I could speak to you

I did everything for you, I guess you just couldn’t see

I just wish you needed me the same way that I needed you

But my heart just doesn’t work like before

Lately I’ve been so detached but I'm still searchin' for more

I lost so many ****ing people it don’t hurt me no more

Because no matter who it is its never worse than before

Tell me why we never listen when they say that love is dangerous

Trying too hard for those that wouldn’t do the same for us

We, move so fast, and we hope that it lasts

Give people a place in our hearts

And they just end up replacin' us

But all my life, I’ve apologised for who I am

For not being a person that these people understand

And I, couldn't understand it -

We give ourselves away to people who take us for granted

And they wonder why we damaged

But you only know part of me, you don't know my secrets

You don't know my pain, 'cause I, always try to keep it

So far away from you, so you could never judge me

'Cause, if you knew the real me, you probably wouldn't love me

Look - the worst part is we lie to ourselves

We just dying deep inside and we get high 'cause it helps

So we hide from the pain, and we hide from the problems

And we hide from our feelings but we cannot hide from ourselves

We just lie to ourselves

We just dying deep inside and we get high 'cause it helps

So we hide from the pain, and we hide from the problems

And we hide from our feelings but we cannot hide from ourselves

****, ****

Damn ayy