Trying My Best

I know you think I got it all figured out cuz

I walk around with my heads in the clouds

But I'm just a boy with his heart pouring out of his head

I wish that you can see the paint that I've seen

All of the time that I've spent being not me yeah

Hope you know that it's not always happy in my head

Cuz I don't know, the perfect road to go down

But I don't …

I'm trying my best

I'm trying my best to be okay

I'm trying my best, but every day is so hard

I'm holding my breath

I'm holding my breath till I can say

All of the words I want to say, from my heart

If you really want to I could let you inside

It's been so long that I got nothing left to hide with

You believe me if I told you that I've got lost

It was time to let the curtains unfolding

Tell all the stories that I didn't want told

Let it out so I am burning my soul

I won't stop…

Cuz I don't know, the perfect road to go down

But I don't…

I'm trying my best

I'm trying my best to be okay

I'm trying my best, but every day is so hard

I'm holding my breath

I'm holding my breath till I can say

All of the words I want to say, from my heart

I'm trying my best

I'm trying my best to be okay

I'm trying my best, but every day is so hard

I'm holding my breath

I'm holding my breath till I can say

All of the words I want to say, from my heart