Sometimes

Sometimes, wish this drink would finish me

And I really wonder if they'll remember me

And I wish I have more loved ones than I have my enemies

Sometimes really wonder what's gotten into me

And I grew up, being anti-social

Never ever did, what I was supposed to

And I lost a lot of friends by the way that I think

Now I'm drowning in my sorrows so I'm downing my drink

It's a lot of ice, running through my veins

It's a lot of nights, that are full of pain

It's a lot of lean, in my damn drink

Like I can't even control how I ****ing think

Why am I always getting played?

Why am I always getting played?

Mama said "Baby, why you always getting played?"

Sorry mama, I'm just living the life that you raised

Like I really don't expect you to understand how I think

Matter of fact, no one can, you don't know who I am

You don't know about the stress about the shit I've been in

I don't even want to hear it, all the hate that's within

But I'm so used to living my life like this

Sometimes, wish this drink would finish me

And I really wonder if they'll remember me

And I wish I have more loved ones than I have my enemies

Sometimes really wonder what's gotten into me

And I grew up, being anti-social

Never ever did, what I was supposed to

And I lost a lot of friends by the way that I think

Now I'm drowning in my sorrows so I'm downing my drink

And I'm drowning in my drink and I'm dying in my dreams

And I see her in my thoughts, I just wanna ****ing scream

**** this hated misery, all the sinning in the city

Wish this drink would finish me, wish this drink would finish me

Oh I, don't want to take this pain no more

Every time I fall in love it's like waging a war

Nothing I ain't used to, I'll let love take it's course

Nothing I ain't used to, I'll let love take it's course

Sometimes, wish this drink would finish me

And I really wonder if they'll remember me

And I wish I have more loved ones than I have my enemies

Sometimes really wonder what's gotten into me

And I grew up, being anti-social

Never ever did, what I was supposed to

And I lost a lot of friends by the way that I think

Now I'm drowning in my sorrows so I'm downing my drink

Now I'm drowning in my drink

Nah nah nah nah nah, misery

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