Lost

Is it too much to ask for?

Can I put my lips on your skin baby?

Can I put , can I put my

Yeah, been dreaming every evening

Never thought it would but it feels so different

I'm slipping, no feeling

Used to hold me up now i'm bringing all attention yeah,

Let me roll up the dope get me outta my thoughts

Let me be on my own

Trying to get away, living in a different time zone

Feeling like hell got me smoking till my eyes low

****ing it the pain, ****ing it the pain

Heart's on a string and you playing all these games.

I don't really mind cause I'm drinking all the time

Take the pain away, I got liqueur on my mind.

Cigarettes on my breath, smoke jiggle on my chest

Feeling a mess, a week ago I was blessed

Trust me and my thoughts and I wish that you would come

Now my hearts gone and I feel so lone ey

Feel so lone ey, now my body can't run ey,

Now my heart's so cold trying to sing my soul

But it's already sold ey

Feel so lone ey,can't feel my lungs ey,

Now my heart's so cold trying to sing my soul

But it's already sold (Ey ey)

Tell me what I'm suppose to do, I'm ****ing lost

Everything was good then my life did a cross

Buddy took his life then I flunked out of college

So I started rapping, I had no other option

Seeing this where this goes, I hope it goes far

Trying to be with X living up in the stars yeah,

Is it too much ask for

Send me from this life I don't want it anymore

Leave me all alone while I sip on this drink

Office is my life I said back contemplate

I'm depressed and decarcerate,

Stress and in constant pain,

Blessed when it comes to rain

Bottom love for the summer haze

Drinking for the drunken days

When we living like the runaways

In the younger days to a trucker faze

I just wanna say

It's hard to accommodate

To be there when I promised Nate

Now my boy how much payed

All the knowledge gained

I keep my head through the pain

Cause I'm not afraid.