Numb

Worst thing comes the worst

I ******* die in a tragic

Death or some shit

And I'm not able to see how my dreams

I gotta least wanna know

That the kids perceives my message

And were able to make something about themselves

And able to take my message

And use it

And turn it into something positive

And to

To at least have a good life

I just need to be alone right now

I'm so numb to the world right now

It's like I wanna live but then I let my head down

And I just wishing that these people could

Really feel my pain right now

Now you see me smile

But I'm really just lost

Tryna find myself right now

So please pay attention

What I say is all real

When I write it down

I wanna stand up but I'm falling back down

And my life is crashing down

Wondering what I'm gonna do now

What am I gonna do

Next time I tryna prove myself

And tell these people I'm the next best

But I'm really just stress and depress

So about light another cigarette

With ten papers worth of aggress

And I'm riding my car till the sunsets

And I'm playing these beats to the filling gists

So real

Yeah

I'm so numb yeah

I'm so numb yeah

I'm so numb to this world right now

I'm so numb yeah

I'm so numb yeah

I'm so

Aye

Maybe you should walk a day inside of my shoes

And maybe you would feel the judging that these people put me through

And maybe you would understand my sudden and change your mood

And you think I'm being numb to the feeling when a person hurts you

But I'm not

Surprise

Yeah we hanging in the phone getting blown up about twenty glacier

I sleep with *****

Full of lies with some angle eyes

But she the devil in disguise

Yo

Yeah

Red roses on my grave

Look up to the sky

My daddy's gone

I ain't even tell a blind

The silver cross on my neck got some god worth

February 21st I just watch you fly

I just sit back and I cry

I write another line tryna push it through

Yeah

I'm so numb yeah

I'm so numb yeah

I'm so numb to this world right now

I'm so numb yeah

I'm so numb yeah

I'm so

Yeah

Were these like

Would you understand about my music is like

When I say I'm numb like

I have to drown out all the hate that's drown my way

Just so I can

You know

Try to persuade this dream that I have Been

And it's hard

Cause like my thoughts start brushing

When I get this anxiety

Cause like

Take safe of my body

And I just be drowning on the road

And my face just goes down

Cause my thoughts are raising

And that's why I wrote this song

Cause I just get numb

Like I have to black out all that pain

You know

So that's why

That's why I fill the song

Fill the song

Yeah

I'm so numb yeah

I'm so numb yeah

I'm so numb to this world right now

I'm so numb yeah

I'm so numb yeah

I'm so

End it