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this is the most frequently played music during the schizophrenia days. it was like, the only music, that was safe to listen to without bringing up any hallusination or any automatic repetition or any excessive excitement, making it worse in the chaotic mind of mine. it's unlikely that this song will be played in the public, or when someone else is around. how lucky. every time, it's like sth compels me to listen to it again, and some long forgotten memories of those days come up to surface, a bit surprising also depressing, and it rekindles a wish, it supplies a spring of tiredness-dispelling fuel, it injects a tranquillizer that takes effect instantly, it cut out the degenarative infectious branches, well it is not sth that exists. things just happen right. and the unstableness has dammed the emotional river. now it's played when i'm trying to figure out the way.
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